The inquest was adjourned over one day--no explanation that the eye of the
law could recognise having been discovered thus far to account for the
mysterious circumstances of the case.
It was arranged that more witnesses should be summoned, and that the London
solicitor of the deceased should be invited to attend. A medical man was also
charged with the duty of reporting on the mental condition of the servant, which
appeared at present to debar him from giving any evidence of the least
importance. He could only declare, in a dazed way, that he had been ordered, on
the night of the fire, to wait in the lane, and that he knew nothing else,
except that the deceased was certainly his master.
My own impression was, that he had been first used (without any guilty
knowledge on his own part) to ascertain the fact of the clerk's absence from
home on the previous day, and that he had been afterwards ordered to wait near
the church (but out of sight of the vestry) to assist his master, in the event
of my escaping the attack on the road, and of a collision occurring between Sir
Percival and myself. It is necessary to add, that the man's own testimony was
never obtained to confirm this view. The medical report of him declared that
what little mental faculty he possessed was seriously shaken; nothing
satisfactory was extracted from him at the adjourned inquest, and for aught I
know to the contrary, he may never have recovered to this day.
I returned to the hotel at Welmingham so jaded in body and mind, so weakened
and depressed by all that I had gone through, as to be quite unfit to endure the
local gossip about the inquest, and to answer the trivial questions that the
talkers addressed to me in the coffee-room. I withdrew from my scanty dinner to
my cheap garret-chamber to secure myself a little quiet, and to think
undisturbed of Laura and Marian.
If I had been a richer man I would have gone back to London, and would have
comforted myself with a sight of the two dear faces again that night. But I was
bound to appear, if called on, at the adjourned inquest, and doubly bound to
answer my bail before the magistrate at Knowlesbury. Our slender resources had
suffered already, and the doubtful future--more doubtful than ever now-made me
dread decreasing our means unnecessarily by allowing myself an indulgence even
at the small cost of a double railway journey in the carriages of the second
class.
The next day--the day immediately following the inquest--was left at my own
disposal. I began the morning by again applying at the post-office for my
regular report from Marian. It was waiting for me as before, and it was written
throughout in good spirits. I read the letter thankfully, and then set forth
with my mind at ease for the day to go to Old Welmingham, and to view the scene
of the fire by the morning light.
What changes met me when I got there!
Through all the ways of our unintelligible world the trivial and the terrible
walk hand in hand together. The irony of circumstances holds no mortal
catastrophe in respect. When I reached the church, the trampled condition of the
burial-ground was the only serious trace left to tell of the fire and the death.
A rough hoarding of boards had been knocked up before the vestry doorway. Rude
caricatures were scrawled on it already, and the village children were fighting
and shouting for the possession of the best peep-hole to see through. On the
spot where I had heard the cry for help from the burning room, on the spot where
the panic-stricken servant had dropped on his knees, a fussy flock of poultry
was now scrambling for the first choice of worms after the rain; and on the
ground at my feet, where the door and its dreadful burden had been laid, a
workman's dinner was waiting for him, tied up in a yellow basin, and his
faithful cur in charge was yelping at me for coming near the food. The old
clerk, looking idly at the slow commencement of the repairs, had only one
interest that he could talk about now--the interest of escaping all blame for
his own part on account of the accident that had happened. One of the village
women, whose white wild face I remembered the picture of terror when we pulled
down the beam, was giggling with another woman, the picture of inanity, over an
old washing-tub. There is nothing serious in mortality! Solomon in all his glory
was Solomon with the elements of the contemptible lurking in every fold of his
robes and in every corner of his palace.
As I left the place, my thoughts turned, not for the first time, to the
complete overthrow that all present hope of establishing Laura's identity had
now suffered through Sir Percival's death. He was gone--and with him the chance
was gone which had been the one object of all my labours and all my hopes.
Could I look at my failure from no truer point of view than this?
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