Among all the incidents of the day, one recurred to his mind to the exclusion
of the rest; although now that his self-control was regained, and he was no
longer under the influence of a nightmare, he was able to think of it calmly. It
concerned the knife on Rogojin's table. "Why should not Rogojin have as many
knives on his table as he chooses?" thought the prince, wondering at his
suspicions, as he had done when he found himself looking into the cutler's
window. "What could it have to do with me?" he said to himself again, and
stopped as if rooted to the ground by a kind of paralysis of limb such as
attacks people under the stress of some humiliating recollection.
The doorway was dark and gloomy at any time; but just at this moment it was
rendered doubly so by the fact that the thunder- storm had just broken, and the
rain was coming down in torrents.
And in the semi-darkness the prince distinguished a man standing close to the
stairs, apparently waiting.
There was nothing particularly significant in the fact that a man was
standing back in the doorway, waiting to come out or go upstairs; but the prince
felt an irresistible conviction that he knew this man, and that it was Rogojin.
The man moved on up the stairs; a moment later the prince passed up them, too.
His heart froze within him. "In a minute or two I shall know all," he
thought.
The staircase led to the first and second corridors of the hotel, along which
lay the guests' bedrooms. As is often the case in Petersburg houses, it was
narrow and very dark, and turned around a massive stone column.
On the first landing, which was as small as the necessary turn of the stairs
allowed, there was a niche in the column, about half a yard wide, and in this
niche the prince felt convinced that a man stood concealed. He thought he could
distinguish a figure standing there. He would pass by quickly and not look. He
took a step forward, but could bear the uncertainty no longer and turned his
head.
The eyes--the same two eyes--met his! The man concealed in the niche had also
taken a step forward. For one second they stood face to face.
Suddenly the prince caught the man by the shoulder and twisted him round
towards the light, so that he might see his face more clearly.
Rogojin's eyes flashed, and a smile of insanity distorted his countenance.
His right hand was raised, and something glittered in it. The prince did not
think of trying to stop it. All he could remember afterwards was that he seemed
to have called out:
Next moment something appeared to burst open before him: a wonderful inner
light illuminated his soul. This lasted perhaps half a second, yet he distinctly
remembered hearing the beginning of the wail, the strange, dreadful wail, which
burst from his lips of its own accord, and which no effort of will on his part
could suppress.
Next moment he was absolutely unconscious; black darkness blotted out
everything.
As is well known, these fits occur instantaneously. The face, especially the
eyes, become terribly disfigured, convulsions seize the limbs, a terrible cry
breaks from the sufferer, a wail from which everything human seems to be blotted
out, so that it is impossible to believe that the man who has just fallen is the
same who emitted the dreadful cry. It seems more as though some other being,
inside the stricken one, had cried. Many people have borne witness to this
impression; and many cannot behold an epileptic fit without a feeling of
mysterious terror and dread.
Such a feeling, we must suppose, overtook Rogojin at this moment, and saved
the prince's life. Not knowing that it was a fit, and seeing his victim
disappear head foremost into the darkness, hearing his head strike the stone
steps below with a crash, Rogojin rushed downstairs, skirting the body, and
flung himself headlong out of the hotel, like a raving madman.
The prince's body slipped convulsively down the steps till it rested at the
bottom. Very soon, in five minutes or so, he was discovered, and a crowd
collected around him.
A pool of blood on the steps near his head gave rise to grave fears. Was it a
case of accident, or had there been a crime? It was, however, soon recognized as
a case of epilepsy, and identification and proper measures for restoration
followed one another, owing to a fortunate circumstance. Colia Ivolgin had come
back to his hotel about seven o'clock, owing to a sudden impulse which made him
refuse to dine at the Epanchins', and, finding a note from the prince awaiting
him, had sped away to the latter's address. Arrived there, he ordered a cup of
tea and sat sipping it in the coffee-room. While there he heard excited whispers
of someone just found at the bottom of the stairs in a fit; upon which he had
hurried to the spot, with a presentiment of evil, and at once recognized the
prince.
The sufferer was immediately taken to his room, and though he partially
regained consciousness, he lay long in a semi-dazed condition.
The doctor stated that there was no danger to be apprehended from the wound
on the head, and as soon as the prince could understand what was going on around
him, Colia hired a carriage and took him away to Lebedeff's. There he was
received with much cordiality, and the departure to the country was hastened on
his account. Three days later they were all at Pavlofsk.
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